Start of Something New

I’ve writen almost four versions of this post and if there’s been one consistent theme it’s the title being from a Disney movie. I’m clearly a very original person.

Last time I was writing this post, it was about how I was going to be working two jobs. Few days later I’m here writing a post about how I’m quiting one and keeping the other.

Six months ago I quit the first job I’ve ever had and it broke my heart to do so. I loved that job and I was damn good at it too. I needed to leave though. My mental health took a really big hit and the job was far too stressful so I quit and started a different job which is less stressful, but I quickly found out that I didn’t particularly like it. I also kinda suck. And it’s something that bothers me greatly because I never leave work feeling good about the job I did. That’s something that takes little hits at my mental health. Also, I just like feeling like I’ve done good work and in these last six months I just haven’t felt it no matter how hard I try.

Fast forward to present time and the possibility of moving near Disneyland, a longtime dream for me now, is just on the horizon. Of course, moving there is going to be expensive. Living there is also going to be extremely expensive and I can’t afford it on the salary and hours I get at this job I started 6 months ago. So I decided to get a second job. Where I used to work and now there’s a chance to move up at said job with even better pay and hours! I’d be moving by the end of this year or early next year and I need to start saving up as much as I can during the next year so I don’t have to worry too much about money when the time comes and this job is offering me the perfect things to make that dream come true.

There’s not really a point to this post other than I just wanted to talk about how now I’m going to be telling my manager I’m putting in my two weeks to go back to the place that I ran from last year and I am incredibly nervous and feeling guilty because I know we’re short people. But I feel like it’d be really stupid of me to let this opportunity get away from me when I know that I’d be doing better with just this one job than with both.

I’m also just nervious in general about taking this promotion at my old job. There’s more responsibilities now in the position I’m going to be in and despite knowing I can handle it, I’m of course thinking about what the toll on my mental health is going to be and whether I’ll be good at that too. Two days back at this old job and I feel like I’m where I belong though so I’m feeling very confident about the whole ordeal.

So yeah, this post is just my rambling about this whole situation and I thought it’d help to write this out before I go into work later to give my manager my two weeks notice. I mean, I’m making two dollars, tWO DOLLARS less at that job than the one where I’m getting the promotion! I’d be crazy not to take it!

Here’s to the start of something new and exciting! Also the most sincere of apologies to my manager and job I’m leaving behind. The guilt is real, but ya girl is going to be making bank so ha!

 

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2017 Favorites!

It has been a really long time since I last attempted to do anything with this blog despite my constant thoughts about said blog. As this new year begins I’ve decided that 2018 is the year I shall attempt to give life to this blog.

I decided a good first post would be my favorites of 2017. This list is on anything new I watched, read, or listened to this year regardless of its release date and because I don’t want this to be a lengthy post, I won’t go into detail for every single thing, except for my #1 for each topic which I will reserve as last on each list. On some of these I also couldn’t just keep a top 4 so there’s quite a few thanks to my unwillingness to give the axe to any 😭

Without further ado, here’s my favorites of 2017!

Favorite Movies:

As a warning for this category, I did a horrible job at keeping track of movies I watched this year and so had trouble recalling the ones that I did. I also haven’t watched any movies that came out recently (The Last Jedi, Coco, and The Greatest Showman, for example) due to my anxiety involving movie theaters 😦

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In no particular order:

  • Guardians of the Galaxy Vol.2
  • Spider-Man Homecoming
  • Rogue One
  • Logran
  • Get Out
  • Thor Ragnarok
  • Heathers
  • When Harry Met Sally
    • This movie is by no means superior to all the others, but for whatever reason I fell in love with it and is one of my absolute favorite movies ever. Heathers comes really close to my love for this one and both are two of my most rewatched movies this year.

Favorite Shows:

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  • Brooklyn Nine-Nine
  • Workaholics
  • Scandal
  • It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia
    • All I have to say about this show is that Mac and Dennis Move to the Suburbs is a masterpiece. A MASTERPIECE!!!!!! I guess I’ll say a little more just because. This show had me laughing my butt off to the point where if Community wasn’t so damn funny, this show would’ve dethroned it as my all time favorite.

Favorite Albums + Favorite Songs from each:

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  • Harry Styles – Harry Styles
    • Kiwi
    • Woman
    • From the Dining Table
    • Sign of the Times
  • Dangerous Woman – Ariana Grande
    • Thinking Bout You
    • Everyday
    • Leave Me Lonely
    • Moonlight
    • Greedy
  • Glory Days – Little Mix
    • Your Love
    • Power
    • Touch
    • F.U.
  • Dopamine  – BØRNS
    • Electric Love
    • Past Lives
    • The Emotion
    • Clouds
    • The whole album really lol this one was my favorite out of all of them!

Favorite Songs:

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  • Get Low – Zedd x Liam Payne
  • Havana – Camila Cabello  feat. Young Thug
  • Bad Liar – Selena Gomez
  • Flicker – Niall Horan
  • Supercut – Lorde
  • Love on the Brain – Rihanna
  • Kiwi – Harry Styles
  • Dusk Till Dawn – Zayn feat. Sia
  • Be the One – Dua Lipa
  • Electric Love – BØRNS

Electric Love is by far my favorite and also my most listened to song of 2017, but all of these songs were at one point or another on repeat. If it weren’t for Electric Love, I wouldn’t have been able to decide on a favorite.

Favorite Books:

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  • One of Us is Lying by Karen M. McManus
  • The Princess Diarist by Carrie Fisher
  • Hyperole and a Half by Allie Brosh
  • The Hate U Give by Angie Thomas

I didn’t read that much this year (15 books), unfortunately due to to my reading slump, but the few I did were so good. I don’t have a #1 because each one of these were great in their own right, but The Hate U Give was by far the most impacting of the four.

So that’s my favorites of 2017! I’m really awkward at endings so Happy New Year! Until next time, bye!

 

The Haunted Mansion: Imagineering a Disney Classic by Jason Surrell

“When hinges creak in doorless chambers and strange and frightening sounds echo through the halls…”haunted mansion

I’ve always been a curious person. Particularly when it comes to what makes Disneyland, well, Disneyland. It could be said that I grew up with Disneyland. Technically. I live 6 hours away, but I’ve been attending the park since I was 1 1/2 and something I’m sure my parents now regret to some extent due to my obsession with the parks. I love knowing what goes backstage, reading about cast member experiences, and the history of the park and the man behind the magic, Walt Disney. Recently that curiosity has been in regards to the Haunted Mansion after reading somewhere a bit of the history surrounding the ride and watching a short documentary on it as well, so when I saw this book during my last visit to Disneyland a couple weeks ago, I had to have it.

This book will give you an in-depth look at the ride, how it works, the different sections of the ride and the stories that accompany them, what it took to  make it happen, the imagineers behind the ride, and addresses rumors that the Mansion has produced over the years. While the book centers mostly around the original ride at Disneyland, you also get a look at the other Mansions across the globe and a bit of their history. 

My thoughts on this book are quite simple: I loved it. In recent years The Haunted Mansion has easily become one of my favorite rides at Disneyland and I loved learning so many new things about the ride. One of the things I really loved about it is that it shows you not only the original ride, but the different variations that exist across the different parks. I for one loved learning more about Phantom Manor thanks to this book. I loved seeing how each park takes the original ride and turns it into something that fits the culture it exists in. The attention to detail from the Imagineers is absolutely incredible and my curiosity revolving around the imagineers has been peaked and can’t wait to read more about them.

If you’re a fan of the ride or just the Disney Parks themselves I would definitely recommend this. I loved and enjoyed it so much and can’t wait for my next trip to Disneyland in order to look more closely at the details I didn’t know about before. By far one of the best books I’ve ever read!