I am glad to say that over the course of the week life has gotten progressively better. I think a lot of my improvement stems from my Harry Potter rereading which I am enjoying immensely and which I am flying through at this point. My goal with the series is to spend the day before Halloween and Halloween itself reading the Deathly Hallows and considering I’m over halfway through Half-Blood Prince, I think I’m completely on track.
As Halloween draws closer I also just have this buzz of excitement surrounding me. I’m really excited about my costume and just can’t wait to go out into the world and show it off! Something that has really kept me going when I start to feel sadness try to creep up on me.
I luckily have therapy this friday and it is a relief after going two weeks without an appointment. My only stress going on right now is my test on Monday to get my drivers permit and it’ll be nice to be able to vent about my worries to my therapist. The whole driving thing has been a topic of anxiety for me the past 5 years and so just getting this permit is huge for me. If I pass the test of course. I’ve been studying so I really do want to manage to get the permit, but the fear that is coming with it is palpable. I just keep reminding myself that I’m tired of walking everywhere to push me forward with all of this in order to keep things in a postitive light.
That’s been it for this week. Nothing bad has happened anxiety wise thankfully and my depression seems to be taking a nap at the moment so I’ve been able to get things done. Overall it’s been a really good week and since weeks like this can sometimes be rare I’ve been doing my best to enjoy the positive vibes that have been surrounding me.
So that’s been it for me this week! I hope that you’re all having a good week or that things turn around for you all 🙂